Well, those of you that read yesterdays entry will know that I was already rather p***ed off with my a**e of a husband. Tonight hes really done it. I ve worked all day today, from 10 this morn, and finnished at 6.30. He had plated me some tea up, but then buggered off upstairs to play on the playstation. ???? (hes 30). He left me down in the kitchen with all 5 kids (baby inc). Halfway through eating little one starts screaming like a banshee, so I ended up leaving my dinner and sorting her out...

Well, today its my 30th birthday. Am utterly fed up!! Havnt been on much, as on Mon I went into hosp for my tonsils out. Im stll feeling pretty rubbish, and cant even pig out on choc my throat is so sore!! To top it off, my ever so thoughtful husband hasnt even got me a card!!! He just about managed to mutter happy birthday this morning before racing out the door to work. So now Im feeling completely sorry for myself, Im fat, old, ugly and unloved!!!!!!

Got up this morn feeling rubbish, runny nose, ear ache, feel sick, and got sinusitis so bad my teeth feel like they are going to drop out! Why is it your ill when youve got loads to do!!! Mums aint allowed to be ill!!!! Wont get any sympathy though, hubby too wrapped up in swotting for exams and work, kids to wrap up in, well being kids! The only way theyd even notice I wasnt here is if i didnt cook the tea!!!

Just wanna curl up on the sofa with a nice hot...

Had a fantastic weekend - richards works party was on Sat night ( He had to drag me off the dance floor at 230 am and get me to go back to the hotel!) It was brill, got very drunk - but didnt fall over.

Sat night it was one of my crazy friends 40ths, and she had a party in the local pubs function room. So, got discustingly drunk again, and this time I did fall over!

Feel like pooh today though, cant cope with 2 nights out in a row any more, and it will probaly...

All excited, it Richards works 'do' Friday, and we are being put up in a hotel for the night in Sheffield, with meal and everything - all paid for!!! It will be the first night without the kids since we got married (3 years ago).

Bought a new black halterneck catsuit to wear (AND its a size 12 -AND it actually looks pretty darn good!!), especially with my super size bridget Jones pants underneath. Got some killer heels and a push up bra, and am doing my nails tommorrow! Really...