well i gotta write this down before i go to bed coz i just can't sleep-i feel so sad
We had out staffy put to sleep on thursday and the house is so empty without her
Have noticed it more tonight as my OH has gone out round a friends and i'm at home alone-normally i'd b sitting here cuddled up with Jess-or even if she was on the other sofa it'd b comforting just to hear her breathe-but she's not here anymore and she never will be
Everything just feels so wrong-i don't have...

Well its decided it wants to stay put!
Not impressed!

Well just been to the hospital coz i thought the baby was bein a bit slow-they hooked me up to the trace machine and then the baby started moving-but after being on the trace for 20mins or so it was obvious i was having regular contractions-they don't hurt that much yet tho so the midwife sent me home adn told me to come back when it hurts!Ha ha so will b back to report more soon!

Well after trying all the home remedies-vindaloo,pineapple,hot bath and a bit of the other i started having contractions last night after i went to bed
They were coming pretty regularly so i thought this was it...at 1.30 my son decided he thought it was morning and wanted to get up-and he has a filthy temper on him so me and the other half took it in turns to keep putting him back to bed-then one time he forgot to shut the stairgate and he let himself into our room and climbed into our bed...

I am really fed up now why won't this baby come out!
I thought i was in labour the night before xmas eve-and that would've been perfect-at least baby woulda got one day to themselves before christmas sets in-now it looks like its gonna wait til my birthday...i'm so big and achey and jakes been poorly so he's not sleeping very well and i'm sooooo tired and just fed up with it all now
To top it all off the drs have the wrong EDD date for me coz they changed it because...