O my goodness I can't believe it is 3 months since I last did a journal, so much has changed.

First I'd like to send all my thoughts to you Creative techs, I'm not sure whats been going on as I've not read everything yet but my thought are with you all, especiaslly mr and mrs sweet.

Iain has been working in Dubai since June and I've missed him so much, I've not wanted to go out or do anything. I've had all on getting up in a morning, which is so not like me....

Just wanted to say thank you to you all for your kind words following my entry yesterday.

I have just been and spent some time with my friends, didn't like to stay too long as both there families were there looking at photos of baby Alex. As angry as I am at the moment with the hospital they have taken lots and lots of photos and also set her hand and feet prints in plaster which at the weekend I'm taking Carrie to get them frames nicely so they can be treasured. I also took them...

My best friend had a baby last thursday morning a beautiful little bundle called alexandria cassidy 7lb 7oz 2 weeks late but they say the best thing are worth the wait.

I was with her during the whole 18 hour labour and it was truly amazing. I have never witnessed anything like it before.

After 18 long hours the doctors decided to give Carrie an emergency C Section as baby alex was getting stressed...I think thats the term the doc used. It was abit yuck but I wouldn't...

You guys must think I'm a right miserable cow...sorry but I am at the mo, nothing too nice has happened in a while.

Well the s****y day job is now a nightmare. I only do it to pay my mortgage as I'm too scared to take the leap and do nails full time as much as I'd love to.

For the past 3 nights I have been made to feel as though I had to work late to pick up other peoples work thats outstanding. I've had no thanks for it. I'm just a consiencious person that doesn't...

Well as you no I'm currently at college doing my level 3 even though I'm qualified with OPI, (started the college course first so thought I may as well finish it) More qualifications and that...

So anyway i goes to college yesterday to do my l & p sculptured assessment and took my mum. I'd taken my OPI equiptment and was told my sculptured l&p needed coloured acrylic. I hadn't taken mine so asked if I could do it next week over tips. But o no I had to use colleges...