blimey not posted to blog for so long, so much has happened.
im still doing mani and pedi but put all other nail stuff on hold for a while, just to much going on a moment,
i split up with paul and moved to clacton, he is back in hertfordshire. met up with a childhood friend and hit it off and now we are getting married in may 2010, i have never been so happy.......... then to top it off in 10 weeks i will be a nan my daughter kerri is haveing her 1st, i dont think i will leav it...

omg i feel soooooo releaved as i saw the specialist thismorning and have been told she cant do a mamogram as the breast tissue is to dence but she wants to do a scan and it will be in a couple of weeks, she said yes she can see there is something there and although she cant do a definate diagnosis without the scan etc she is pritty sure it is something whare the milk ducts die (she did tell me the name but it was a long one and i forgot it)
she said it can be controlled with medication etc,...

well i know i said i would keep busy but blimey i havent had time to sit down all day, lol
we have loaded the first lot of stuff in to the van and hubby has taken it off to colchester ready for us to do the rest of it tomarow after i have been to the hospital, i realy cant believe howmuch junk we have, im sure the faries put more in the house as we take it out,
we did have a garage sale at the weekend to get rid of loads of stuff we dont use and i made £327, and the kids made about £20...

, im really worried now as i have my appointment on thursday with the breast specialist, hubby has been great with the support, he has even taken the week off work so i have him here with me, but i also know there is going to be a 7-10 day wait after the mamogram to find out if there is anything there, it will be the longest week of my life i think
we are moveing house this weekend so i will have loads to do i just hope i can concentrate,
i was scared before but now i am totaly...

ok so the start of 2008 is not going so good at the moment but im sure things will change eventualy
i have a nightmare month ahead of me at the moment as due to financial problems we are moveing house (again) the morgage is cripling us in this place and the kids are not happy here so we are going back to colchester, we got the call today to say we have got the house we wanted and will be moved by the end of the month, my daughter has not attended school since the second week of september as...