Hi everyone, I hope everyone is good and well! Ive missed you all loads and loads!

Well as in my last journal entry, Will and I split up, and his Dad was very Ill, WEll this is the updated version!

Week before last i found out that Will and My bestest Friend Fay had slept together about 2 years ago when Will and I first together, so technically they didnt cheat on me, but its still hurt, considering i didnt know for 2 years!

But i have forgiven them both,...

Cant believe the inbelievable ammount of s**t happening right now,
First of all me and will split up, then we find out his dad only has a couple of days left to live, then i was a passenger in a friends car last night and we crash and spend all evening at hospital, now i have whip lash and 3 trapped nerves!

i am in so much pain its untrue!!!!!!!!!

Never rains does it? it always pours???????????

I just dont know what to do know, being in so much pain...

Hi all,

Well, Will broke up with me yesterday this time for good, he said that he cant deal with all of our s**t , we hit hard times about a year ago and its been down hill from there, so its actually over this time, I am gutted, i honestly thought he was the man i was going to marry!!!!!!!!!!

His dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer about 2 weeks ago so things are really tough for him right now, all i want to do is be there for him, but...

Hi all, well i am up early today, got a few things to do today...

Will went out to a party last night dressed in a grass skirt and beach wear bless him he looked so funny. But i think he had fun.

Going to go and see Wills dad this afternoon, im not sure if i want to know what his docotor has to say about wether they can try Radiotherapy or not as it may be too advanced! Fingers crossed it isnt.

Not doing many nails lately as i am bak to work full time, but...

Wills dad's cancer has returned and unfortunately its terminal this time, just waiting to find out a time scale, feeling really poopy at the mo! God knows how will and his mum are feeling right now, all the memories of losing my dad are coming flooding right back! I just hope that i can be a support to both of them!

I went out with my friend Leanne last night and got far too drunk but it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo funny! we danced to lots of cheesy music! I am suffering...