Well the little guy has been poorly, started last friday with a temp that eventualy peaked at 40.1.
He was shaking that much i though he was going to convulse!
All he wanted to do was cuddle with me and when he looked at me with his glazed baggy eyes i could have cried for him.
He hardly slept and when he did close his eyes he was wimpering in his sleep then would jump and wake up!

Ive finaly got his temp down and managed to keep it down but all hes done for 2 days...

More and more i see people posting on the forums and all it comes accross as is whinging.

2 threads and 2 whinges...god damn it why cant some folk be greatful for what they recieve.

One geek sumed it up perfectly and i couldnt agree more with her statement.

Dont know if its just me but lately its all the same. If its not old dated posts been dragged up its folk posting he said she said, im not happy! Get a grip people....

AAAARRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...

Been a while since i was last here posting to my blog!
I should be happy, the sun is shining, having some great days in the garden with cj, spent a day away at filey & scarborough on saturday and have my holiday to look forward to in october so why do i feel so down, depressed, pissed off?!?!

My right hand is giving me some pain and even though the scar has healed nice and neat i still have a huge amount of swelling.

Left hand is not so painfull but the scar...

Aye ive had the call not long ago from the admitions nurse giving me the date for my other hand doing.

A week on thursday 17july it will be exactly 4 weeks to the day i had my right hand done.

I dont feel ready but i know it has to be done so have bitten the bullet and agreed to go in

As the title says really, its one week on and i seem to be coping ok now. Managing to bath, feed, change nappies and dress cj. Its been hard at times as hes so hyper and a constant battle.

I put him in the bath with me last night and totaly forgot about my stitches, wasnt untill i was getting out i realised i had my hand in the bath and had been washing ch and myself!

Luckily it wasnt soggy and it was ok...really pleased with how it looks, nice neat scar and once the...