im back in work!! have been for a week now and ky has settled right in at the chilminders! its taken blood sweat and tears but he is almost there now! altho she has told me he has them wrapped arround his little finger, 1 flash of his cheeky/ half toothed half gummy grin and they are putty in his hands! bless!

so thanku all for ur words of support, pat urselfs on the back coz u were all right! thankyou xxx

waaaaaaaaa ive just had my new chloe paddington handbag delivered....yeeeiiiii its soooo lush just dont let wayne know how much it was..... im sooooo happpyyyy woooooo

sorry for a pointless blog i just had 2 share it with u!

what the hec am i supposed 2 do when my 9month old pees himself laughing when i tell him NO ?! and i mean laughs his head off
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i just watched this documentary... well about 20mins of it, about this girl who became a mum at 14! it showed her in labour and giving birth etc, it showed her afterwords... and she just looked hammered, she had needed 2b cut 3 times and needed over 80 stitches!!!.... i dont know why but i just couldnt watch it, i burst out crying and had 2 turn over... i just felt 4 her so so much, from the bottom of my heart.

it just shows that at 14... ur body is so not ready for babies, im not...

well im sat... geeking... in my jim jams with a mug of coffee... ky is having his morning nap... bliss...

i go back 2 work in less than 2 weeks now... and im bricking it! i want 2 and i dont want 2, i want 2 bcoz i love all the girls i work with, we have such a giggle and i really miss that, baby talk just isnt the same!

and i dont want 2 because i guess i have enjoyed my 8months off! and i dont want it 2 come 2 an end! i think i feel sad... like the whole specialness...