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Well i have spent the 6 week holidays this year thinking so much about maybe doing a nail course and doing mobile work that the school holidays have come to an end so quick and the reality of going back my teaching job tomorrow has hit me, i really dont want to go back! i have been crying off and on like a baby! 2 sets of staff and kids have merged so its all going to be different and i know im not going to like it, they other set of staff are alwyas off sick and lazy so its going to be hard work.
My boyfriend tells me to get a grip and its just a job, a little hypocritical considereing he has been "off sick" with post viral fatigue for 5 weeks because he hates his job! he was very unsupportive of the idea of a nail course at first but has come round to it, i am the main earner by a long way and he is being made redundant this month so he thinks i should be happy with what i have but as i said is warming to the idea.
Guess i will just have to think that this job will pay for all my training and materials and who knows the mobile work might mean i could do part time work! i am considering applying to other schools if this term is awful.
I think i am in for a sleepless night tonight guys!
i am sorry for the whinge anyway, at least i have had a moan to someone other than my boyfriend, just please dont tell me to stop being stupid and get a grip too!!
im awaiting my traininng info from sweet squared so hopefully i can dream of that instread of nightmares about school!
thanks for reading x
Well i have spent the 6 week holidays this year thinking so much about maybe doing a nail course and doing mobile work that the school holidays have come to an end so quick and the reality of going back my teaching job tomorrow has hit me, i really dont want to go back! i have been crying off and on like a baby! 2 sets of staff and kids have merged so its all going to be different and i know im not going to like it, they other set of staff are alwyas off sick and lazy so its going to be hard work.
My boyfriend tells me to get a grip and its just a job, a little hypocritical considereing he has been "off sick" with post viral fatigue for 5 weeks because he hates his job! he was very unsupportive of the idea of a nail course at first but has come round to it, i am the main earner by a long way and he is being made redundant this month so he thinks i should be happy with what i have but as i said is warming to the idea.
Guess i will just have to think that this job will pay for all my training and materials and who knows the mobile work might mean i could do part time work! i am considering applying to other schools if this term is awful.
I think i am in for a sleepless night tonight guys!
i am sorry for the whinge anyway, at least i have had a moan to someone other than my boyfriend, just please dont tell me to stop being stupid and get a grip too!!
im awaiting my traininng info from sweet squared so hopefully i can dream of that instread of nightmares about school!
thanks for reading x