Happiness... Hmmm, am I truly and genuinely happy? No
I don't have friends (barely), my relatives are jealous and horrible people, I still live at home and my parents are very cold towards each other and my older brother and I barely communicate.
But I am positive, patient and happy on the outside, I am grateful for everything that I have, even though I don't have much money I am working on it but I am not greedy, I am generous and extremely selfless, I give everything I have to people around me, I don't worry about my own happiness which is what is causing my unhappiness.
I don't believe money can buy you happiness but it surely does rent it, it buys you the financial comfort-ability which sure does play a role in an individuals happiness.
I don't have much as I said, but I am gifted, I have talent and I am good at something - this gives me happiness
I am happy partially, but I don't worry about the things I am not happy about, patience is the key to life.
Sometimes things you have been through and things you have experienced in life is what you become, I used to complain about everything and I was extremely weak, turned a small thing into a big thing.
Now, I am silent because nothin affects me, I trained myself to not let anythin bother me anymore because if you do, you will never become better, I have learnt to become cold but it's for the best - block out everything that could affect you and continue with your journey to happiness.
But reallly, I think SG is the only place I would express myself, everywhere else I keep it inside. My relatives think I am the girl that has the world in the palm of my hands, now that they know I have nothing they're still jealous of my nothingness.
All I know about life is put a smile on your face and keep going, life never waits for anybody so yes I am happy when I choose to be
I've just realised I am not making sense I am just rambling soz :lol: