I did my first full rebalance yesterday on a friend who has been getting her nails done at the salon I used to go to. It went Okayyyyy.....we were both happy with the final product. Except.... it took me 3hrs45 and I felt really bummed through most of it (sweating and filing madly). And as she's a fairly serious uni student she doubts she would be able to afford that much time in future...Usually it takes her normal tech 45mins! ...Anyway, we'll see about that - once it comes to paying full price for her refills, she may reconsider. And my left thumb is aching from holding the client's finger for so long! I was thinking to myself, maybe I'll just keep this nail thing for my own hobby, just to do on my own nails.... I was utterly demoralized, obviously.
but then.... I have a shower and a rest and I think to myself...if I can just learn how to place larger beads more confidently, I could take an hour off that time... and it would be sooooo good to get a handle on this stuff...and I have only been doing it for such a short time. My problem is that I want to be good at something immediately! And I have really struggled with that part of my brain that just wants to Give Up sometimes....but something in me just keeps pushing through to say, "Keep at it and you'll get there, and it will become Fun!"
I hope that persistent part of me keeps rising up through the disappointment to take me to the time when I will be able to confidently do beautiful nails in 2hrs! That's all I ask...2hrs!
You guys are an inspiration and such a wonderful source of information ~ thank you for nudging me on
Katy
aka Mercury
but then.... I have a shower and a rest and I think to myself...if I can just learn how to place larger beads more confidently, I could take an hour off that time... and it would be sooooo good to get a handle on this stuff...and I have only been doing it for such a short time. My problem is that I want to be good at something immediately! And I have really struggled with that part of my brain that just wants to Give Up sometimes....but something in me just keeps pushing through to say, "Keep at it and you'll get there, and it will become Fun!"
I hope that persistent part of me keeps rising up through the disappointment to take me to the time when I will be able to confidently do beautiful nails in 2hrs! That's all I ask...2hrs!
You guys are an inspiration and such a wonderful source of information ~ thank you for nudging me on
Katy
aka Mercury