Ms.Matrix
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Hi Guys!!
This is kind of an update, I told everyone a couple of weeks ago that I found out I was pregnant again after 15 yrs and was worried about started nail training because of the fumes of the products, and because of fear of complications (I had a big complication with my last pregnancy)...well, early Tues morning I had to be rushed to the emergency room because I started bleeding, the doctor did a trans-vaginal ultrasound and saw the baby was still in the right position, but I am now threatening a miscarriage. I spoke to someone in my doctors office the next day to see if I could come in early (my appt is on March 1) she said there was no openings, and that if I was going to miscarry there's nothing that could be done about it, she did however tell me to stay in the bed, not to try to cook or clean or anything like that. So that's where I am...I did go down to a friends apartment yesterday and sat on her couch to watch TV...Got tired of seeing my boring 4 walls, figured someone elses four walls might be a little more interesting.
I'm just so scared and stressed out right now, my boyfriend and I constantly argue...that's mainly my fault because I'm just so emotional, he could walk in and say "babe, you look beautiful today." My response would be "Oh, so you trying to say I didn't look beautiful yesterday, I look better today because I've been so ugly all these other times?" Crazy ain't it? Every and anything either pisses me off or makes me cry or both. I'm starting to get on my own damn nerves at this point!
FOOD: Everything I see I want, everything that someone mentions sounds so tasty, every commercial for food looks extra good...I've eaten so many chicken sandwiches from Burger King and McDonalds they should start sending me out stock certificates...boyfriend fusses and says I shouldn't be eating so much fast food...of course we had an arguement about that.:irked:
Please everybody just keep me and my baby in your prayers, that I may get through this pregnancy with no more complications...I want to look forward to posting a picture of my new baby in the gallery in Sept!
Thank you for listening...and I love all you geeks!!
This is kind of an update, I told everyone a couple of weeks ago that I found out I was pregnant again after 15 yrs and was worried about started nail training because of the fumes of the products, and because of fear of complications (I had a big complication with my last pregnancy)...well, early Tues morning I had to be rushed to the emergency room because I started bleeding, the doctor did a trans-vaginal ultrasound and saw the baby was still in the right position, but I am now threatening a miscarriage. I spoke to someone in my doctors office the next day to see if I could come in early (my appt is on March 1) she said there was no openings, and that if I was going to miscarry there's nothing that could be done about it, she did however tell me to stay in the bed, not to try to cook or clean or anything like that. So that's where I am...I did go down to a friends apartment yesterday and sat on her couch to watch TV...Got tired of seeing my boring 4 walls, figured someone elses four walls might be a little more interesting.
I'm just so scared and stressed out right now, my boyfriend and I constantly argue...that's mainly my fault because I'm just so emotional, he could walk in and say "babe, you look beautiful today." My response would be "Oh, so you trying to say I didn't look beautiful yesterday, I look better today because I've been so ugly all these other times?" Crazy ain't it? Every and anything either pisses me off or makes me cry or both. I'm starting to get on my own damn nerves at this point!
FOOD: Everything I see I want, everything that someone mentions sounds so tasty, every commercial for food looks extra good...I've eaten so many chicken sandwiches from Burger King and McDonalds they should start sending me out stock certificates...boyfriend fusses and says I shouldn't be eating so much fast food...of course we had an arguement about that.:irked:
Please everybody just keep me and my baby in your prayers, that I may get through this pregnancy with no more complications...I want to look forward to posting a picture of my new baby in the gallery in Sept!
Thank you for listening...and I love all you geeks!!
I'm sure you know what I mean...I try to spend the majority of my time in bed but it's so hard, if they never told me to stay in the bed I wouldn't have a problem doing it, but since they've told me it's like "Gee, I could be doing something, perhaps I'll go visit with so and so." I haven't left out of my building so I think that's good, I mainly visit with neighbors in the apartment complex; which I know I should not be doing. I'm going to do better.
