corrine1983
Well-Known Member
hey there boys and girls,
when i was pregnant with umerrah, i was going through a tough time with the father and became depressed. it got to the point that i was looking through the yellow pages for adoption agencies so i could give away my unborn child, as awful as this sound i had already fallen into a deep depression before she was already born. i tried demanding the doctor to help me with medication as i felt i was in a down hill spiral. i tried pulling myself togeather to get through the birth. anyway i umerrah was born, got the usual baby blues crying all the time etc. a couple of months went by and i couldnt catch the bus, still crying, feeling lonley and let down by friends who were just doing their own thing. i was late diagnosed with post natal depression as i scored 23 which is quite high and class as servere. the doctor then put me on saroxat. at first i felt fine as though i was getting better, i then experienced suicidal thoughts but the only thing that stopped me was my daughter, who would find her, who would look after her, etc.
i took myself off the anti depressants and regained my live back and met sean. i have days where i dont want to wash, do my hair, go out and cut myself off the rest of the world. bit if i didnt have sean to pick me up when im really feeling low i dont know what i would do.
the question i want to ask is have any of you suffered from depression? wether it be post natal or just depression.... did you have anyone there to support you through the dark tunnel that you was traveling through, or did you pick yourself up on your own without support from friends and family?
there are so many women that got through post natal depression without saying anything and suffer in silence, due to lack of support from friends and family.
i hope i havent offended anyone.
xxxxx
when i was pregnant with umerrah, i was going through a tough time with the father and became depressed. it got to the point that i was looking through the yellow pages for adoption agencies so i could give away my unborn child, as awful as this sound i had already fallen into a deep depression before she was already born. i tried demanding the doctor to help me with medication as i felt i was in a down hill spiral. i tried pulling myself togeather to get through the birth. anyway i umerrah was born, got the usual baby blues crying all the time etc. a couple of months went by and i couldnt catch the bus, still crying, feeling lonley and let down by friends who were just doing their own thing. i was late diagnosed with post natal depression as i scored 23 which is quite high and class as servere. the doctor then put me on saroxat. at first i felt fine as though i was getting better, i then experienced suicidal thoughts but the only thing that stopped me was my daughter, who would find her, who would look after her, etc.
i took myself off the anti depressants and regained my live back and met sean. i have days where i dont want to wash, do my hair, go out and cut myself off the rest of the world. bit if i didnt have sean to pick me up when im really feeling low i dont know what i would do.
the question i want to ask is have any of you suffered from depression? wether it be post natal or just depression.... did you have anyone there to support you through the dark tunnel that you was traveling through, or did you pick yourself up on your own without support from friends and family?
there are so many women that got through post natal depression without saying anything and suffer in silence, due to lack of support from friends and family.
i hope i havent offended anyone.
xxxxx