Buttercup Honey
Well-Known Member
Hi geeks, its been nearly two years since I got back to hairdressing after a long break of 17 years.
I was working in a salon on Saturdays for about a year but found the atmosphere very tense and although it did me the world of good in some ways, it had a negative effect in others.
I have a good mobile clientele now built up but find myself getting increasingly worried about every head I do. Its irrational I know as people seem to like me and keep calling me back.
However <I now do not answer my phone unless I know who it is.
I take on very very few new clients as I worry about them for days beforehand and lose sleep which is ridiculous:irked:
I have done a few coursres in both colour and cutting but its almost like its a train of negative thinking that I just can't shake.
If anyone of you met me, I'm guessing you would think I'm friendly, outgoing and not a bother with me when inside I'm usually quivering:sad:
I can't talk to anyone about this as I know they won't get it but to be honest, its eating me up and I cannot enjoy my life as much as I should be because of this awful feeling.
Thanks for reading and listening if you are still reading.
xxx
I was working in a salon on Saturdays for about a year but found the atmosphere very tense and although it did me the world of good in some ways, it had a negative effect in others.
I have a good mobile clientele now built up but find myself getting increasingly worried about every head I do. Its irrational I know as people seem to like me and keep calling me back.
However <I now do not answer my phone unless I know who it is.
I take on very very few new clients as I worry about them for days beforehand and lose sleep which is ridiculous:irked:
I have done a few coursres in both colour and cutting but its almost like its a train of negative thinking that I just can't shake.
If anyone of you met me, I'm guessing you would think I'm friendly, outgoing and not a bother with me when inside I'm usually quivering:sad:
I can't talk to anyone about this as I know they won't get it but to be honest, its eating me up and I cannot enjoy my life as much as I should be because of this awful feeling.
Thanks for reading and listening if you are still reading.
xxx