Wow reading this makes me realise it's not just me that has freaked out recently, I've been self employed since march 2011 and was doing really well unfortunately things went A bit pear shaped in the salon I was working and had to move, since I've been a big mess and Very scared mainly of money and failure but thing is being self employed you are in charge of your own destiny, and If things aren't working out you can take charge and change it, im in a salon at the moment I don't particularly like and have the option of moving to a friendlier salon but with less footfall, which terrifies me to death. But I nearly went back to employed last week and this terrified me more! Self employed is flexible and there is always something you can do to earn the money. Hth and good luck xx