MissLou
Well-Known Member
Hey Geeks,
Thinking aloud once again lol
The past year I have had a roller coaster with jobs, relationships-you name it I've had it. This point in time now I am currently hating my salon job, I'm feeling like a mug but I've had enough and after a lot of thinking I have decided to go self employed again. So that is that situation taken care of, well hopefully!
I have tried so hard with my friends this year, I've been the one that is always contacting them, arranging to meet up, I've tested this out the past couple of weeks, I've not bothered as I don't have the energy at the moment and surprise, surprise not one of them has bothered with me-not a 2 way street then!
I have gained a bf in the past year, he is wonderful in many many ways, but he is sooooo busy going off here there and everywhere with his mates, leads a very exciting fun filled life and I'm always left at home as the loner, this goes for my 'friends' too.
So as you can imagine I've been pondering this for the last 6 months at least if not a year. Instead of getting all upset like i usually do and taking offence, I can't be bothered and don't wish to, so instead I need to reinvent myself and make me happy, the rest of them can just go jump lol
As i say the work sitiuation is getting sorted, I have triend and tried to get a new hobby but nothing sticks with me, i get so bored!! I've tried pole dancing, yoga and pilates, i do like the poles but hate that the classes are so big!! But I've decided to give that one a go again as it does make me feel good when I can do a new move, even tho I must look like a hippo on a thin pole haha
I would love to get my teeth stuck into something educational as well. I feel quite dim most times, not very bright, a bit boring around other folk who have lots of qualifications but mainly I'd love to be able to do something for me! I have thought about learb=ning a new language, I find it fasinating when ppl can go from speaking one language to another, I was thinking about going to college to study that or study an A level in English or Business ..The 2 are very exxy for me and will be hard work, but I'm fed up woth wasting my life waiting to do things with other ppl who are busy doing what they want.
Told you i was thinking out loud! haha Anyone in this position or feel/felt this way? Anyone studied a forgein language? how did you get on??? xxxx
Thinking aloud once again lol
The past year I have had a roller coaster with jobs, relationships-you name it I've had it. This point in time now I am currently hating my salon job, I'm feeling like a mug but I've had enough and after a lot of thinking I have decided to go self employed again. So that is that situation taken care of, well hopefully!
I have tried so hard with my friends this year, I've been the one that is always contacting them, arranging to meet up, I've tested this out the past couple of weeks, I've not bothered as I don't have the energy at the moment and surprise, surprise not one of them has bothered with me-not a 2 way street then!
I have gained a bf in the past year, he is wonderful in many many ways, but he is sooooo busy going off here there and everywhere with his mates, leads a very exciting fun filled life and I'm always left at home as the loner, this goes for my 'friends' too.
So as you can imagine I've been pondering this for the last 6 months at least if not a year. Instead of getting all upset like i usually do and taking offence, I can't be bothered and don't wish to, so instead I need to reinvent myself and make me happy, the rest of them can just go jump lol
As i say the work sitiuation is getting sorted, I have triend and tried to get a new hobby but nothing sticks with me, i get so bored!! I've tried pole dancing, yoga and pilates, i do like the poles but hate that the classes are so big!! But I've decided to give that one a go again as it does make me feel good when I can do a new move, even tho I must look like a hippo on a thin pole haha
I would love to get my teeth stuck into something educational as well. I feel quite dim most times, not very bright, a bit boring around other folk who have lots of qualifications but mainly I'd love to be able to do something for me! I have thought about learb=ning a new language, I find it fasinating when ppl can go from speaking one language to another, I was thinking about going to college to study that or study an A level in English or Business ..The 2 are very exxy for me and will be hard work, but I'm fed up woth wasting my life waiting to do things with other ppl who are busy doing what they want.
Told you i was thinking out loud! haha Anyone in this position or feel/felt this way? Anyone studied a forgein language? how did you get on??? xxxx