Becca@PolishedToPerfection
Well-Known Member
Really sorry that this is going to be such a long post! I started my business up working from home about 7 months ago. I have spent a good few thousand all together for training, products, marketing etc and have another 5 courses coming up that i've paid and booked for. I have 2 children. One turns 4 this month and goes to nursery 15 hours a week so I have been booking appointments in for while he's there. The other is 9 months old and he goes to his grandads while the other is at nursery so it works out pretty good. My dad is 66 and to look after both of them together is a big ask so I try and not do it. About 3 weeks ago he was very very ill. His back went and he couldn't even move, stand, walk, get in the car, get dressed or anything so I had to look after him so obviously I wasn't working. He'sa lot better now but can't lift anything heavy or bend down properly so he's still not able to look after my youngest. He's not walking or crawling yet so requires a lot of picking up and he's very heavy! So basically I can't work! The room I work from is right next to our living room so I don't want to work if the children and partner are home as they are very noisy and I just wouldn't feel right! I have no other family or friends able to babysit and my partner won't allow me to pay for childcare as he thinks our youngest is too young and he doesn't like the thought of a stranger looking after him. I'm this close to giving up!!! I have seriously ran out of options!!!!! I have people ringing me to book appointments and I really don't know what to say because I can't do it!! Sorry for the really long rant just needed to get it off my chest!!