charleneweeooo
Well-Known Member
Not quite sure where to start here as the whole thing is a bit embarrassing for me but I don't know who else to speak to that isn't my fiance. I'm starting to feel as though I may have social anxiety and wanted to hear from others who may have it too. Ever since having my little girl a year ago I have completely changed and seem to struggle in certain situations. Sometimes it happens in busy places like shopping centres and i panic and flush and feel myself darting my eyes about looking at everyone but mostly it seems to affect me in an unusual way though because the times when I am at my worst is when I am with my two best friends and my awkwardness is just ruining the relationship I have with them. Its not until.I leave them that I realise I've came off as a really crap friend as I can hardly say two words to them and act completely uninterested the whole time. But it is so strange as l when I am in the salon full of clients I can chat the ears off them! It makes me feel as if I am being a pathetic moan as I can hardly say I'm 'anxious' in social situations if I can chat away to strangers fine. I suppose I was just wondering if anyone else felt the same ever and how they cope. My poor friends must think I hate them when in fact I love them to bits and just wish I could find my voice with them
Apologies for my long rant that may come off as pathetic but I wasn't sure how else to put this
Apologies for my long rant that may come off as pathetic but I wasn't sure how else to put this