Hi hon,
Dont get despondent, the best thing to do imo, would be to get in contact with your educator and perhaps arrange a workshop or one on one session where you can go over what you are doing and they can help you and advise you on identifying what the problem is and how to cure it!
You will feel much more confident for it and be happier once you know where the problem lies and how to correct it! :wink2:
Angie....X