TPB
Well-Known Member
I have a 18 hour job only thursday,friday & saturdays, working in a brewery, it is the easiest job in the world, best job i have ever had! I basically get paid to sit about if anything, it is stress free and i would be stupid to leave it. There is no other over time available, unless the other girl books off, she works the 4 other days of the week.
I am also doing beauty treatments in between, only started in June and this month has been very quiet
I owe my parents money around 2 grand, plus i have direct debts coming out monthly (Which i am managing at the moment) But i also have to pay my laptop and car insurance these next two months.
However i have £200 in my saving account (Saving to pay off the £450 laptop first then the £600 car insurance), and living on £30 petrol till i get paid again Friday!! Petrol is fine, i only drive when i need too..
However it really made me feel low today, when my dad started asking for his money, for me to pay my board again and my bills off.
I really debating if i should find a full time job and be miserable again, or just pay off what i can, and just take each day as it comes till something works out?
I was getting a little cash from beauty treatments, but this month has killed my bank, i haven't been able to save much or give cash to my parents!!
There is also so much training i would like to do so i can be completely self employed and work myself too the top.
I know everything takes time, but today it has hit me like a ton of bricks.
I don't mind living off little as possible, i have been doing so. But i want to progress so quick, i don't have money to go into further training which i know would benefit me and pay off my bills. In the long term.
I'm at wits end today.. I start my level 2 counselling today, hoping i can complete it all and become a counselor as well as being a beauty therapist, but my dreams are being crushed, i am so not in the mood to even attend, but i am determined to stop moaning and take that first step and go, once i go i should be ok.. But ugh i need a good rant and i wanna run!!
I feel stuck, i was hoping a outside view would help more? Can't feel like i can talk to any one i know.
I am also doing beauty treatments in between, only started in June and this month has been very quiet
I owe my parents money around 2 grand, plus i have direct debts coming out monthly (Which i am managing at the moment) But i also have to pay my laptop and car insurance these next two months.
However i have £200 in my saving account (Saving to pay off the £450 laptop first then the £600 car insurance), and living on £30 petrol till i get paid again Friday!! Petrol is fine, i only drive when i need too..
However it really made me feel low today, when my dad started asking for his money, for me to pay my board again and my bills off.
I really debating if i should find a full time job and be miserable again, or just pay off what i can, and just take each day as it comes till something works out?
I was getting a little cash from beauty treatments, but this month has killed my bank, i haven't been able to save much or give cash to my parents!!
There is also so much training i would like to do so i can be completely self employed and work myself too the top.
I know everything takes time, but today it has hit me like a ton of bricks.
I don't mind living off little as possible, i have been doing so. But i want to progress so quick, i don't have money to go into further training which i know would benefit me and pay off my bills. In the long term.
I'm at wits end today.. I start my level 2 counselling today, hoping i can complete it all and become a counselor as well as being a beauty therapist, but my dreams are being crushed, i am so not in the mood to even attend, but i am determined to stop moaning and take that first step and go, once i go i should be ok.. But ugh i need a good rant and i wanna run!!
I feel stuck, i was hoping a outside view would help more? Can't feel like i can talk to any one i know.