I am also new to the nailtech bussiness, and I know it can be tricky.
Cause alot of factors are working against you, you don't have the speedness yet, get nervous and start fiddling.
You don't have such good product controle yet, you are unexperienced, you don't know how they look after their nails at home.
You are wondering if they like your nails?
You are being simply to good, cause you are just so happy having a client and hoping you will satisfy them!
And then when they are not, you are shocked, wondering if it is you who sucks!
It happens to me, and I believe it happens to every nail technician who started out,but if you believe in your own abilities and work hard for it you are going to be able to put all those unpleassant factors behind you.
Yesterday I also felt so insecure, cause had a nailday from hell , in the evening I poured me some glasses of wine, complainted on nailgeek about my terrible day.
Took my brush and forms, and made myself a great nail, and then I think dont make it yourself to hard, if you practise and believe yourself you will get there!
And yes we will loose some client along the way, and in an ideal world that wouldn't happen, but I regard that as regaining experience and practise, learn from your own mistakes!
So don't worry to hard, take your brush and forms and make yourself a great looking nail, and ask yourself if you would be that bad you could be able to sculp such a nail!