i have just come out of a messy divorce .. we were married 18 yrs and after i had my first child at 19 he didnt like me working, i went on to have another 2 kids and once they were at school i tried to go to college to learn some skills, educate myself etc but he always made it difficult for me, saying he couldnt babysit, we couldnt afford the kits and books etc - this sent me into a down ward spiral of lack of confidence, self esteem and eventually depression which im only just coming out of
i was recently left some money from a great aunt, and whilst deciding what to buy the kids i suddenly had a lightbulb moment a decided to spend it on .. MYSELF !
i have always dreamed of working as a makeup artist, and although i realise its too late for me to train to work in TV - not practical as i still have 2 teenagers at home etc .. i thought perhaps i could use my mini windfall to pay for a foundation makeup course and offer bridals, lessons and perhaps even photographic / editorial makeup services
the problem is, my self confidence is still pretty low and i keep telling myself that at 41 im ridiculous to even consider re training in such a glamorous field of beauty .. what you think? am i being too hard on myself?
would love to hear positive stories from any geeks who have retrained in their late 30's early 40's
great site by the way, i can see myself logging on here often - cup of coffee in hand!
thanks, sarahc
i was recently left some money from a great aunt, and whilst deciding what to buy the kids i suddenly had a lightbulb moment a decided to spend it on .. MYSELF !
i have always dreamed of working as a makeup artist, and although i realise its too late for me to train to work in TV - not practical as i still have 2 teenagers at home etc .. i thought perhaps i could use my mini windfall to pay for a foundation makeup course and offer bridals, lessons and perhaps even photographic / editorial makeup services
the problem is, my self confidence is still pretty low and i keep telling myself that at 41 im ridiculous to even consider re training in such a glamorous field of beauty .. what you think? am i being too hard on myself?
would love to hear positive stories from any geeks who have retrained in their late 30's early 40's
great site by the way, i can see myself logging on here often - cup of coffee in hand!
thanks, sarahc