Listen to me hun,
You may be feeling like that now, Ive been through almost exactly what your going through now. I went back and was completely miserable and ended up leaving the second time feeling absolutely nothing..the only thing I was sorry about was going back the second time. I had 6 months of just having fun, I have the same sort of morals as you but ended up having a no strings thing with an old collegue, I knew him and it was fab! Anyway, met someone, fell for him, moved in and am now experiencing another relationship gone sour so its time to go back home to mom's. The moral of this story is basically..the world wont end, once you get over the initial shock and the loss of your routine and familiarity you will be fine! Its not worth the hassle doll!!
On the plus side in my mess, my best friend (a guy) who Ive known a long time and had been crazy about has admitted that hes in love with me after I told him I am leaving. How crazy is that?? Ugh, and the drama continues...
Honestly though, give it time and see how you feel. Little or no contact with him until you feel ready and feel free to PM me if you want to talk. Remember, you are a precious diamond who deserves to sparkle and shine...never forget that because it sounds as if your scuffed a bit but a bit of polishing up and there'll be a brand new you!! X
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