becca@blush
Active Member
Babychops and pinkcouture tests are the next step. I'm almost afraid to go in case it's the worst case scenario you know? Deep down I know I should just go cos at least then I'd know, it's just hard. I'll have to give reflexology a go. We're all the same I suppose, all the times we do it for other people and never for ourselves. I think working in a salon is the worst thing though, constantly having pregnant clients these days, or maybe I'm just noticing it more!! I just now worry about all the times when we are young and are wishing for it to come because I haven't used protection and nothing ever happened....received at the time but now worried. I think the tests are worrying me because my partner conceived with an ex gf who sadly miscarried, so if there's a problem it's me.