I believe in ditching the toxic.
They do nothing but bring you down. You have one life to live. Why live it partly miserable?
This may be controversial, and some may frown on it.... but I've cut a toxic member of my family loose and have absolutely NOTHING to do with her.
For YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRS she has done nothing but put me down, make me feel like crap. At family functions, she never fails to try to embarass me.
She has said I have hooker nails in front of people.
(you've all seen my nails, they are no more crazier than anyone else's)
Then, one christmas, she made me feel HORRIBLE.
I've always had a thing for high heels. Especially highheeled boots.
My hubby bought me a pair of thigh-high leather boots one christmas. Plain, no chains or any other siliness on them. The heels were only 2.5". Not extraordinarily high. They're PERFECT in winter to keep your legs warm if you're wearing a skirt. I LOVE them.
I wore them to my mom's on christmas day. I was wearing a slim (NOT skin tight) skirt that reached my knees, and my thigh-high boots were rolled down to the knees. A nice simple classic blouse. Nothing trampy. If I showed you a pic, you'd wonder why such a fuss was made and shake your head in confusion.
I walked in... and my own sister, at the top of her lungs "You look like a whore! You should have dressed more appropriately"
She said this in front of all the family, friends, and her in-laws. In front of MY KIDS!
DEAD SILENCE in the room.
My hubby was parking the car, so missed the insult.
All I said was "you're just jealous you don't have my legs" and I left the room.
I didn't want to add fuel to the fire, and needed to compose myself as I was embarassed and in tears.
I shut my mouth after that, not daring to start a fight on xmas.
That is typical of my OWN sister. constantly putting me down. Every single family get-together, it's something. There has never been a single visit in ever where I didn't go home afterwards and have a cry for her nastiness.
Finally, 2yrs ago this coming February, I cut her out. I'd had enough. ESPECIALLY since she said what she did in front of my kids. Enough was enough. I had spoken to her in the past, trying to get to the problem and resolve it.. she just continued to be nasty.
There are many other such incidents.. I won't bore everyone with the soap opera.
I dont need people in my life to take the sunshine out of it. I lost the 16yrs of my life living in H**l. I wont lose anymore.
Some say it's harsh to cut out a family member.
So be it.
It's my life and I'm going to be happy and wont tolerate someone trying to make me cry on a regular basis.
It's hard. It hurts that we can't have a healthy happy sister to sister relationship. It wasn't for lack of trying, I'll tell you that.
Having said all of that..
You have one life.
This is your only shot.
don't let anyone poison it for you
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