MrsR
Well-Known Member
I've blogged this but typing it out freake dme even more and so I need calming and thought I'd re-type it here.
I am waiting for my money to be paid into my account for my course (I am borrowing it from a friend), then I can phone and book the CND Foundation course now its a lot of money (might not be to some but it is to me) and its a HUGE step for me to take and pretty my gamble on and now its all coming together I'm starting to get freaked and am scared - sorry if that seems stupid.
Did anyone else get really scared just before they paid out for a course?
I know nothing is certain in this life and I know that this is going to be a lot of hard work and graft and I have a long road ahead of me and that doesn't scare me its the paying out I think as funds are tight for me at the moment. Gettign started and startign to earn extra will be a huge help so I know its not something I am throwing my money away on but I'm still dead nervous. I don't want to back out at this stage but so nervous. I don't want to tell my hubby this as he will say "I support you whatever your decision" so that won't really help!
Am I over reacting?
I am waiting for my money to be paid into my account for my course (I am borrowing it from a friend), then I can phone and book the CND Foundation course now its a lot of money (might not be to some but it is to me) and its a HUGE step for me to take and pretty my gamble on and now its all coming together I'm starting to get freaked and am scared - sorry if that seems stupid.
Did anyone else get really scared just before they paid out for a course?
I know nothing is certain in this life and I know that this is going to be a lot of hard work and graft and I have a long road ahead of me and that doesn't scare me its the paying out I think as funds are tight for me at the moment. Gettign started and startign to earn extra will be a huge help so I know its not something I am throwing my money away on but I'm still dead nervous. I don't want to back out at this stage but so nervous. I don't want to tell my hubby this as he will say "I support you whatever your decision" so that won't really help!
Am I over reacting?