Hi,
I just read your journal - it has brought a tear to my eye.
I really feel for you, depression is bad enough, without everything you and your family are having to go through.
My thoughts are with you and I hope this girl sees sense and realises that what she is doing is causing heartbreak and pain.
My 3yr old sons nan (on his dads side) couldn't give a toss when she sees him (she had 6 grown up boys and now hasn't got any interest in boys - its a different matter for her granddaughters though)! It makes me so mad that she is like that and you are struggling to see yours.
I hope things work out for you all and you get to spend more time with your precious grandson.
Keep strong
:hug::hug:
Sarah
xx