I agree with the ladies above me! Its still in the early stages girl, give it time. You are still going threw the natural stages of a break up! there are so many different things you feel at diffetent times. I went through just being numb during the break up, to upset, to hating him, then I went through wanting to show him up by like going to the bar and stuff lol to finally just being me. It takes time to deal with it and heal..lots of love! Xoxo