Unfortunately, I am quite negative.
I don't mean to be.
I wake up in the morning and see my husband and I see my son and I'm so happy its as if I cannot get through 1 day without someone upsetting me.
If the weather is bad, I feel sooo down, don't want to go out, don't even get dressed!
If it's bright and sunny, I'm so energised and do so much more stuff around the house.
I try to be happy and sit up and smile even driving to nursery but then some ass might cut me up and that's it. BANG
I do put a brave face on it with my mates but I get quite drained acting like a clown while feeling crap inside.
But, I know this isn't good and I'm really happy to announce that I've started some trauma counselling because I'm fed up of being a miserable cow and expecting the World to end any minute!
Sorry to depress you all,
H x
I don't mean to be.
I wake up in the morning and see my husband and I see my son and I'm so happy its as if I cannot get through 1 day without someone upsetting me.
If the weather is bad, I feel sooo down, don't want to go out, don't even get dressed!
If it's bright and sunny, I'm so energised and do so much more stuff around the house.
I try to be happy and sit up and smile even driving to nursery but then some ass might cut me up and that's it. BANG
I do put a brave face on it with my mates but I get quite drained acting like a clown while feeling crap inside.
But, I know this isn't good and I'm really happy to announce that I've started some trauma counselling because I'm fed up of being a miserable cow and expecting the World to end any minute!
Sorry to depress you all,
H x