As pretty as snow looks especially toward Christmas, when it falls in the evening and feels so romantic and magical, the reality for me is pure horror!
The only time I attempted to drive in snow, a bus came round the corner, skidded and took the front of my car off, I was stationary as well.
Passed my test in July so I'm absolutely terrified especially when I have little Anthony in the car with me.
I know, I know, low speed high gear and all that but will I think straight when sliding on black ice I can't see and what about every other idiot on the road that will still try and do National Speed Limit even bad conditions because they are in such a rush and their journey is much more important than anyone else's?
Terrified moreso now in Chester as I'm used to London driving and up here, I'm surrounded by those thin, narrow, bendy roads with no street lighting at all and hardly enough space for 2 cyclists to pass let alone 2 cars!
I'm a wreck, honest. Every night, I'm praying to God it won't snow and then hardly sleeping fir worry in case it does and I still have to go out (work) as this goes through my head over and over...
something will happen and my baby could get injured or die and I'll go to prison and end up committing suicide through the guilt if killing my little spawn...
I just wish snow called fall overnight, look fab then disappear after an hour with no evidence it was ever there :-(
Honestly, I am proper depressed over the weather and very, very scared :-(
H x