oh hun i am so so very sorry about your mum , but at least you were with her at the end which is something that counts , even though i know its terrible at the time ,
you know now she isnt in pain and is at peace, it is awful having your mum hooked up to tubes and god knows what (we were the same with my mum) and even though it hurts like hell you know deep down she is better off
sending you lots of :hug: even though i know it wont do much good , if you need anything just pm me
take care lots of love dee xxxx